first day at my office in bundong

i felt something for the first time i am here, feel so bad in the future, i don,t know what can i do,i lost my way,i lost my brain, i just ending my training at jakarta, n now --its for the first time i am working field on my area, i think i am so stupid when im dealing about my salary than other. i have so many responsibility, but it is not balance with my salary, damn...how stupid i am..but everythings gonna be okay, i have a big n great plan for my future,i just have to say thanx so much to ALLAH SWT, cuz he gave me all the thing that i need not that i wanted,,absolutely i want husband right now, i need so much backing up, i need embrace from someone, i hate if a man thinkin about sex when they looks at me, n trying to flirt my self..God..when u gonna gimme a husband,,i need a right man,,i need a generously man for now..to share about my happinest n a sadness, together is more be right n well